So...I've wanted to blog lately. I've wanted to blog on the pot luck herbs site so people have something interesting to read and come back and want to be a part of the farm and maybe buy some stuff and ultimately lead to the dream. BUT. I still have a lot of work to do, on me. A lot of times what I want to write about, what I need to write about, I don't neccesarily want to post on the farm's blog cuz it seems too dark, or too "emo" or whatever label. Too less-than-together. Truth is though, these thoughts and emotions are in me, and they need out. Or..I want them out. There's lots of awesome women whose blogs I've been reading and I'm going to link them all. I read them and I hurt because part of me undertands and wants to reach out and connect, and another part of me knows the reality: these women have lives of their own and don't need me coming to them for validation. I acknowledge the squonk* in the latter, but still. Anyhow..so I've decided to pick up, 4 years later, where this blog left off. Cuz I do need a place where I can just express. Write my message out and send it off in blog-bottle into the sea of cyberspace....and hope it finds a soul that can relate and hope it helps.
*a friend of mine use this creature as a euphomism when we're feeling sorry for ourselves or self-defeatest :)
