Yesterday I worked for the first time on my own at the Holiday Inn Bar. One of the other woman stayed after her serving shift to help me clean up and do the paperwork, which was nice since I had only done it twice before, and never by myself. While I was there I met some great people. Travelling people, people with interesting stories and personality. I talked with them, shared my dream and I generally felt good at the end of the night.
During the day I bought St. John's Wort at the health food store because I was feeling so incredibly depressed that I seriously think I need to go to a psychiatrist, but I can't afford that.
Last night was the Full Moon. She was beautiful.
I've lost my joy somewhere and I need to find it.
Dejamour by Jonathan Meader
During the day I bought St. John's Wort at the health food store because I was feeling so incredibly depressed that I seriously think I need to go to a psychiatrist, but I can't afford that.
Last night was the Full Moon. She was beautiful.
I've lost my joy somewhere and I need to find it.
Dejamour by Jonathan Meader
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Thanks for the comment teenspirit. In all honesty, what happened between school and now is 30,000 dollars in debt. I wait tables now to pay the bills and get an income so when we go to the mortgage people and say "please loan us money to buy a house and land and make our dream come true" they will smile and say "why certainly!"
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